Funeral

I′m singin’ at a funeral tomorrow
For a kid a year older than me
And I′ve been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad
When I think too much about it, I can’t breathe
And I have this dream where I’m screamin′ underwater
While my friends are waving from the shore
And I don′t need you to tell me what that means
I don’t believe in that stuff anymore

Jesus Christ, I′m so blue all the time
And that’s just how I feel
Always have and I always will
I always have and always will

I have a friend I call
When I′ve bored myself to tears
And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
But then we laugh until it disappears
And last night, I blacked out in my car
And I woke up in my childhood bed
Wishin’ I was someone else, feelin′ sorry for myself
When I remembered someone’s kid is dead

Jesus Christ, I’m so blue all the time
And that′s just how I feel
Always have and I always will
I always have and always will

And it′s 4 a.m. again
And I’m doing nothing
Again