Ruminating

I′ve given up on getting sleep tonight
It’s 4 a.m. and I′m in fight or flight
Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating
And I can’t shake the image of her naked
On top of you, and I’m disassociated
Ruminating, ruminating, ruminating, ruminating
And I′m not hateful but you make me hate her
She gets to sleep next to my medicator
You′re mine, mine, mine, mine
You’re mine, mine, mine, mine
You′re mine, mine, mine, mine
You’re mine, mine, mine

And now I′m ruminating, ruminating
Now I’m in my head
Ruminating, ruminating
All the things you said
Why can′t you wait for me to come home?
This conversation’s too big for a phone call
Ruminating, ruminating
I’ve been up all night
Did you kiss her on the lips, and look into her eyes?
Did you have fun?
Now that it′s done
Baby won′t you tell me that I’m still your number one
′Cause you’re my number one

I told you all of this has been, too brutal
You told me that you felt the same, it′s mutual
And then you came out with this line so crucial
Yeah, “If it has to happen, baby do you want to know?
If it has to happen, baby do you want to know?
If it has to happen, baby do you want to know?”
I don’t know, I don′t know, I don’t know, I don’t know
But what a line, line, line
What a fucking line, line, line
What a fucking line, line, line
What a fucking line, line, line
What a fucking line, line, line
What a fucking line
What a fucking line

Ruminating, ruminating
Now I′m in my head
Ruminating, ruminating
All the things you said
Why can′t you wait for me to come home
This conversation’s too big for a phone call
Ruminating, ruminating
I′ve been up all night
Did you kiss her on the lips, and look into her eyes?
Did you have fun?
Now that it’s done
Baby will you tell me that I′m still your number one?
‘Cause you′re my number one
Ruminating, ruminating
Now I’m in my head
Ruminating, ruminating
All the things you said
Why can’t you wait, for me to come home?
This conversation′s too big for a phone call
Ruminating, ruminating
I′ve been up all night
Did you kiss her on the lips, and look into her eyes?
Did you have fun?
Now that it’s done
Baby will you tell me I′m still your number one?